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Today,

Today is the last day that I will be this fat. Skinny girl diet (counting vegetables and fruit but not counting exercise) and then ABC not long after that. Here I come. I have present for myself when I have reached certain goal weights. Motivation please don’t leave!

Android tumblr you’re so shit! Your update has made it so hard to look at thinspo when I need it >_

I haven’t seen my bones in a long time… im very excited for them to start peeking through >_<

Empathy is both a gift and a curse….

I guarantee that I’ll have gained from the last two days. I feel like banging my head against a brick wall. :(

Binge…. till I burst. Fuck wheres my self control? No wonder in fat and have no money. Pathetic.

In a mega binge mood. Fuuuuckkkkk

omg soup.

I made veggie soup that even if I ate the ENTIRE POT (not going to happen as its a full stock pots worth…) I wouldnt have even consumed 800 calories and Id be bursting at the seams. Healthy, very low calorie per serving and absolutely freakin amazing. Never eating anything else but soup! >_<!! next time I will try and make it even healthier… like mostly green veggies/no starchy veggies… so. freaking. happy!

I want to blink and everything is clean!

My boyfriend commented on how big my arms are…. don’t wanna eat ever again sigh New tattoo? Yes please!

Why is it…

that people who eat like lard asses aren’t considered to be mentally ill too? No one snatches the cake from their hand and throws it in the bin?? except people feel its their duty to attempt to force feed me…. why?

Photoshop, I love you!

I just made my own thinspo by taking a picture of myself and warped it into skinny! Best. Thinspo. Ever!!!